"Hi Michael,
am not like the other fans infact am not a fan, am much more.
and am sure u r not dead.
and where ever u r am going to find u 'cause u r my first love :D
u don't have to hide from me 'cause i will find u where ever u r.
and am not like that if u have arrived in public so just turn onn ur cellphone or camera and take a picture,
no, am very different and i know u need rest so take ur rest i will not intrupt, but i will find u, though am a Pakistani and am ashamed of it!....Love u Michael! "    Adeela

 "Hello Michael,its me again your loving shadow iram shafiq. I really love you so much and i really miss you. I cant stop thinking about,i cry every night in bed hugging a teddy bear considering it you,michael jackson,i named the teddy applehead! I really miss you and i want you to know that you are not alone, i am here with you, though your far apart, your always in my heart. Never forget this michael,you are the incredible,generous,hot,sexy,gorgeous,
loveable and adorable person. Stay positive michael. May your wishes come true.Please come back.i need you, we all need you,you can make the world a better  place. I just want you to know that if your in trouble or scared of anything or someone i am always here to help you. I pray for you. Whatever people say about you,make things up about you its cause thats there jealous of you, they want to be like you so thats why they make alot of shit about you, i know you very well and i trust you blindly. So always stay positive and they say if you wish of something good, then something good will happen! i believe the fact that you are alive. And this believe is not gonna change am always thinking positive about you, and i always will think posiitve about you in the future. I love you so much, and you mean the world to me..i love you and i really miss you. please come back aplehead i need you in my life honey. l will be missing you.............
from your no.1 fan.........
iram s xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
i luv u mike xxxxxxxx "    iram

hello michael I fan .june 25 it WILL MAKE ITS SULFUR 3 YEARS THAT I GIVE YOU THAT MY  DESIRE TO SING SINCE  SMALL EVEN though I NEVER SEEN YOU AND YOUR IN MY HEART AND AS A FATHER AND A FRENCH vien I AM  IN FRANCE I THANK YOU I LOVE TEN BEGS YOU A THOUSAND TIME I CONNAI YOU  LIFE BY HEART AND I WILL includ you feel . my name is andrea   

"why did u left so early?
We were not ready for your legends to stop so soon."    s
"Dear Applehead, are you alive? are you really dead? Please tell me your alive and your safe. I feel really restless nowadays.i just dont seem to be normal anymore. i just feel like swaying in your arms,your world,your god gifted talent,music and dance. I just want you to know that wherever you are in this world or in any other dimension, that i am always here for you and with you forever,our bond is so strong that no one can break us up, not even the illuminati.I love you so much,now i am crying,every night i keep looking at your pictures,videos,interviews and i end up crying.I just love you sooo much,i cant help crying.........i love you michael jackson, your the best,kindest,adorable,loving person, even though we havent met each other, i know you from the inside and out and from the bottom of my heart.....peace.......i love you.....please show yourself to me......i love you,you mean the world to me....always remember that you are not alone me iram shafiq is always here and there for you. Though we are far apart, your always in my heart. I really miss you michael,please come back i really need you.... I love you xxxx
iram s xxxxxxxxxxxxxx"    iram

"Sitting in turkey at the moment on a holiday and a Michael Jackson themed restaurant has closed down and the sign that reads ""Jacksons Bar"" is over grown with plants. Kinda made me think, ohhhh sucks.
I wanted to go there like last year and my dad said "" ohhhhh dont worry, it'll be here next year"".   -__-  Then I went into deep thought, because when I was little you where my favourite and your music reminds me of my childhood, and now I'm like 19 and seeing that restaurant all closed an over grown made me think my childhood is gone.. And I miss it. Badly. Now I'm depressed and want to watch lion king or my baby videos or something, I'll probably be over it tomorrow and be back to myself, but that moment where I was really think made me sick to my stomach thinking how quick it's gone and how I'll never get it back no matter how much I try to recreate it. And now I'm all sad -_-.
Well I'm going to eat my entire weight in icecream now and cry in a mirror, speak laterrrr xxx"    Shanice

"To my dear loving handsome applehead.i love you and I miss U. I was talking to my uncle who is a psychic and a spiritual guidance. I was talking to him about and said to him to check this website out mj sightings.com  I said to him to look for you and he will tell me asap if ur alive or dead! I hope he says ur alive and hiding somewhere safe. I told him to protect to you and keep U away from evil including the illuminati. I hope U understand the concern love and care I have about you.i am crying again...i really miss U , and I love U,I want U here with me I dream about U.i had a dream last night that I was rich and bought the neverland ranch! And your spirit was there and U were protecting me and loving me and taking care of me.i was able to see you and we would always communicate with each other! I feel U R my angel.i love U so much and I miss U! Please come back. I luv U xxxx from ur lover xxxxxxx
Iram s

People please tell me he is still alive I have cried for 3 hours every day since the incident... I love you with all my heart Michael! Try toemail me back with a REAL responce. Thanks, A    Avery
Hello applehead honey its me Iram s , another day has gone, am still all alone,how could this be that your not hear with me....i love you Michael Jackson..please come back to me. You are not alone though your far apart your always in my heart.i love you and really miss you applehead. Please Michael,come back,this girl has no right to live without you.please Michael..im depending on you,I trust U so much that I just wanna stay with you,in your arms all night long! I hope you are safe.....i truly luv U your the best! Your my hero,love,luck,charm,friend,we share a positive relationship xxx no one can ever love and understand you more than I do! I'll be waiting for you..xxx yours truly xxxxxxxxxxxxx your angel Iram s xxxxxx    iram

Michael Jackson I know your ALIVE IN DISCUISE please come back we TRUE FANS, dont look at you as just an icon but as family. I mean you said it was all for L.O.V.E  right??? But even if you dont come back I hope your having the the time of your life. But I am kind of confused too. They say you live in Austrailia. and/or in Flint, Michigan. I mean thats weired right? Well if you are reading this Michael,come back soon or whenever you want.<3    #1


"Hey its me again Iram s, I just can't stop crying... Am in bed listening to you are not alone...i really miss U I can't sleep I'm running out of tissues! I love you so much applehead! Can I ask U a question? How did love slip away?! Michael am always there for you. You are not alone I am here with you,though U far away,I am here to stay,U R always in my heart .. Though ur far apart, your always in my heart, U R not alone Michael Jackson..i love U so much,please come back..i really miss you and I really need to baby...u take care of yourself and please show yourself to me, you rock my world applehead! I can't stop loving you.....i luv U mj! Ur da one I think of everyday....my perfect love........i luv U soo much
Bye xxxxxxxx I can't stop crying....i luv U xxx by ur no1 fan Iram shafiq xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
"    iram

"Hey its me again Iram sh, I just can't stop crying... Am in bed listening to you are not alone...i really miss U I can't sleep I'm running out of tissues! I love you so much applehead! Can I ask U a question? How did love slip away?! Michael am always there for you. You are not alone I am here with you,though U far away,I am here to stay,U R always in my heart .. Though ur far apart, your always in my heart, U R not alone Michael Jackson..i love U so much,please come back..i really miss you and I really need to baby...u take care of yourself and please show yourself to me, you rock my world applehead! I can't stop loving you.....i luv U mj! Ur da one I think of everyday....my perfect love........i luv U soo much
Bye xxxxxxxx I can't stop crying....i luv U xxx by ur no1 fan Iram shafiq xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
"    iram

Michael I miss u I want u to come back we all do :) god bless you    phillip


"Hello again applehead, its me iram s. I love you so much and i really miss you. I was on my phone this afternoon and was looking at stuff about you, your interviews and you having fun in neverland.I cried and it went on and on. I just cant stop loving and thinking  about you. Right now am listening to your song ""Morphine"". I love you. You are the best thing i ever had! I love you so much and respect you. I do not listen or read the tabloids because i know you by heart all the haters and reporters can go fuck themselves. If i ever get the opportunity to stand by you, i will and thats my promise. I dont care what people say about you. I love you from the bottom of my heart. Last night when i went into bed i got my fone out again and was looking at your picures and videos and again i couldnt stop crying until 2 in the morning i fell asleep with your music in my ears and your picture in my phone laid next to my heart. I feel blessed. I will be doing the same tonight, i will be doing it every night. School is about to start in less than 2 weeks and am gonna be mising you even more because you love children and i wont be able to stop talking about you in school. I admire you. I will be sticking up for you no matter where you are. When people talk bullshit about you like the media and stuff i feel like killing them am like ""michael jackson is not like that.""  whenever someone says something bad about you am just gonna kill them! i love you so much and i will always be there to support you. Wherever you are, i hope your safe,happy and tension free. God bless you michael jackson, you will live forever. I am now crying again....please michael listen to this poor 15 year old and come back. am gonna cry in bed again, i cant get you out of my head you have got the key to my heart.God bless you michael. I love you. And i really miss you.............take carexxx i cant stop crying now.....i am hiding my pain from everyone else because everyones like ""oh come on for god sake hes dead its over forget about michael jackson hes not in this world anymore."" I get really angry more upset and cry even harder. you take care now i love you .... i'll be missing you applehead xxxxx
loads of love and affection from your one and only true no 1 fan xxxx
iram s xxxx"    iram

from debbie in nashville. august 3rd,2012 friday night, 11:01 hello my love. i have been putting some things to you on your guest book. CHECH IT OUT! everything i put on here comes from my heart. i know you so well without ever meeting you. so i want to leave this with you. EACH TIME THE WIND BLOWS, I HEAR YOUR VOICE, SO, I CALL YOUR NAME, WHISPERS AT MORNING, OUR LOVE IS DAWNING, HEAVEN'S GLAD YOU CAME, YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL, THIS THING CAN'T GO WRONG, I'M SO PROUD TO SAY I LOVE YOU, YOU'RE LOVE'S GOT ME HIGH, I LONG TO GET BY, THIS TIME IS FOREVER, LOVE IS THE ANSWER, I HEAR YOUR VOICE NOW, YOU ARE MY CHOICE NOW, THE LOVE YOU BRING, HEAVEN'S IN MY HEART, AT YOUR CALL, I HEAR HARPS, AND ANGELS SING, YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL. THIS LOVE CAN'T GO WRONG, I CAN'T LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU, I JUST CAN'T HOLD ON, I FEEL WE BELONG, MY LIFE AIN'T WORTH LIVING, IF I CAN'T BE WITH YOU, I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU, AND IF I STOP, THEN TELL ME JUST WHAT WILL I DO, AT NIGHT WHEN THE STARS SHINE, I PRAY IN YOU'LL FIND, A LOVE SO TRUE, WHEN MORNING AWAKES ME, WILL YOU COME AND TAKE ME, I'LL WAIT FOR YOU, YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL, I WON'T STOP UNTIL I HEAR YOUR VOICE SAYING[I DO] THIS THING CAN'T GO WRONG, THIS FEELING'S SO STRONG, WELL, MY LIFE AIN'T WORHT LIVIN, IF I CAN'T BE WITH YOU, I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU, WE CAN SING SONGS OF YESTERDAY, I CAN SAY, HEY, FAREWELL TO SORROW, THIS IS MY LIFE, AND I WANT TO SEE YOU FOR ALWAYS, I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU. LOVE YOU THE MOST.    debbie

"hello again honey bunny its iram s here, i just cant stop thinking about you. i love you please come back, come back because your the one who means the world to me. Michael i adore you. I love you. I want you back in my life. I cant stop thinking and crying about you. I love you so much...I dont know what to say now because i have a lot to say but dont know where to start! hahha i really love you so very much. I want to meet you, but am quite poor that i cant afford seeing you in the outside world. I really wannna be with you. Be your majesty. Be your queen of pop. I want to hang out with you,i want your number, i want to take pictures with you, i want to capture every single memories with you,i want to sing and dance with you, i  want to be in your heart forever. I want to save you from all the harm and evil that has been showered upon you. I want to protect you, i want to give you all the happiness you can get, i can and i am willing to do anything for you. Please believe me michael.... I am here with you.......
loves and kisses and respect from your one and only......
iram  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"    iram

Michael, I know deep in my heart that you are still with us. The day you "died" I knew it was all fake, something deep in me told me that it wasn't real. I am hoping for a HUGE comeback to shock the entire world, and to show the world we were right. I miss you Micheal if you are no longer with us may you rest in paraidse. Much Love Kaylie   



debbie from nashville. august,4th,2012. thursday night 11;49. HELLO MY LOVE. I JUST WANTED TO SEND YOU THIS TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I WAS THINKNG ABOUT YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. LOVE IS THE MESSAGE.  FOR ALL TIME: SUN COMES UP ON THIS NEW MORNING, SHIFTING SHADOWS, A SONGBIRD SINGS, AND IF THESE WORDS COULD KEEP YOU HAPPY, I'D DO ANYTHING, AND IF YOU FEEL ALONE, I'LL BE YOUR SHOULDER, WITH A TENDER TOUCH, YOU KNOW ME SO WELL, SOMEBODY ONCE SAID, IT'S THE SOUL THAT MATTERS, BABY, WHO CAN REALLY TELL WHEN TWO HEARTS BELONG SO WELL, MAYBE THE WALLS WILL TUMBLE, AND SUN MAY REFUSE TO SHINE, AND WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU, BABY, YOU GOTTA KNOW[THAT'S FOR ALL TIME] MOON SHINES DOWN ON THIS GOOD EVENING, ONE WARM KISS IN THIS COLDNIGHT AIR, FOR THIS GOOD LOVE UNDECIEVING, I'LL GO ANYWHERE, JUST AS LONG AS YOU ARE THERE, AND MAYBE THE WALLS WILL TUMBLE, AND SUN REFUSES TO SHINE, WHEN I SAY, I LOVE YOU, BABY YOU GOTTA KNOW[THAT'S FOR ALLTIME] THE SUN IN ME, ALL THESE WORDS THAT YOUNG LOVERS SAY, AND MAYBE THE WALLS WILL CRUMBLE, AND SUN REFUSES TO SHINE, AND WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU, BABY YOU GOTTA KNOW[THAT'S FOR ALL TIMES] BABY, YOU NEVER KNOW[THAT'S FOR ALL TIME] SEE THAT YOU'LL NEVER GO]BABY THAT'S FOR ALL TIME] BABY YOU NEVER KNOW,[THAT'S FOR ALL TIME.LOVE YOU THE MOST.    debbie

"Hi Michael I really understand why you faked your death and i was wondering if you can come back,we love you and miss you we love your concerts,I love everything you do and i don't think you  are a pedophile I thing you are a loving and kind man.And what I really love about you is that you gave money to all of the charities I love you and miss you   

                      
                     Love,Aaliyah

"hello darling michael its me iram shafiq i just wanted to say the people keep saying your alive and hiding and some people say you are actually dead which one is it? to be honest i consider you alive and hiding because theres strong evidence as to why you faked your death. Remember i am a 15 year old but that dosent mean if someone says to me your dead then i believe it. i dont you are alive and i am proud of you honey cause you are brave enough to get away from the media and all the nonsence caused of the tabloids. I really love you and i completely understand what you have been going through all these years. last night when i went to bed i took my phone and started watching video clips and interviews about you. I must say i laughed at some point and i cried at alot of points. then i bursted into tears non stop and was asking you y applehead, why dont you just come back i really love you and i dont want to consider you dead. I am now crying again...... i love you and i will always ne there for you...please come back into my life u need to email me ...

so theres my email please if you love this 15 year old, email me! i love you with all my heart...
yours forever xxx
iram sxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"    iram

Michael i dont know if your alive or not,but if you are i really want to meet you. I understand why and if your hiding because you need to getway from the world and the paparazzi. I KNOW ITS PROBABLY hard when the whole world is watching you and if you arent dead how and are you gonna come back?    Angelina

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from debbie in nashville august 2nd,2012. well, hello my love. i was just thinking about you. hope that you are doing o.k. today. i just wanted to send you this. hope you like it. PLEASE DON'T ASK ME HOW, I ENDED UP AT MY WITS END AND BREAKING DOWN, PAGES TORN FROM BOOKS WE NEVER READ, BECAUSE WE'RE PLUGGED INTO THIS GRID, DON'T PULL THIS PLUG, RIGHT NOW OR THEN WE'D REALLY HAVE TO LIVE, WHEN I DIE WILL THEY REMEMBER NOT WHAT I DID BUT WHAT I HAV'NT DONE? IT'S NOT THE END THAT I FEAR WITH EACH BREATH, IT'S LIFE THAT SCARES ME TO DEATH, WHEN WE BUILD THESE DREAMS ON SAND, HOW THEY ALL SLIP THROUGH OUR HANNDS, THIS MIGHT BE OUR ONLY CHANCE, LET'S TAKE THIS ONE DAY AT A TIME, I'LL HOLD YOUR HAND IF YOU HOLD MINE, THE NEXT TIME THAT WILL KILL US ALIVE, YOUR WORDS WON'T SAVE ME NOW, I'M AT THE EDGE FEELING THE SWEAT DRIP FROM MY BROW, GET A GRIP ON YOURSELF IS WHAT THEY SAY, EVERY HOUR EVERY DAY, HANDS OVER MY EARS, I'VE BEEN SCREAMING ALL THESE YOURS, WE CAME IN SEARCH OF ANSWERS, WE LEFT EMPTY HANDED AGAIN, SHOTS FIRED INTO THE SKY ARE NOW RETURNING, WHERE THE FUCK WILL YOU HIDE? HIDING FROM THE LAUGHTER IN THE CLOSET OF OUR LIVES, BUT THE HINGES ARE SQUEAKING LETTING IN THIN SHARDS OF LIGHT, AND NOW A HANDS EXTENDING OUTWARD, QUIET COMFORT THEY INVITE, DO WE DARE TAKE WHAT THEY OFFER? DO WE STEP INTO THE LIGHT? AS ALWAYS, LOVE YOU THE MOST.    debbie

i love u michael u are the best singer ever    jacob d

hey michael its me again iram s, i just cant stop thinking about you and crying constantly. i really love you plz come back and rock my world. i am your no 1 fan, i want to protect you and help you i want you to know that you are not alone in every step you take, plz take care of yourself and plz come back in my head,plz michael i am typing this message to you while am listening to your songs and crying at the same time. i really love you so very much,i am always here for you, your my hero xxxxxxx take care xx luv u xxxx    iram

from debbie in nashville. july31st,2012 monday morning 2:02. it is storming here in nashville. the thunder and lightning crashing down. i love it when it thunder and rains.it's the winds that scare me. just sitting here at the computor thinking about you. i won't keep it long, but i have something to send to you. makes a lot of sense to me. this reminded me of you. hope you like it.  I HOLD MY BREATH AS THIS LIFE STARTS TO TAKE IT'S TOLL, I HIDE BEHIND A SMILE AS THIS PERFECT PLAN UNFOLDS, BUT, OH GOD, I FEEL I'VE BEEN LIED TO, LOST ALL FAITH IN THE THINGS I HAVE ACHIEVED, I'VE WAKEN NOW TO FIND MYSELF IN THE SHADOWS OF ALL I HAVE CREATED, I'M LONGING TO BE LOST IN YOU, AWAY FROM THIS PLACE I HAVE MADE, WON'T YOU TAKE ME AWAY FROM ME, CRAWLING THROUGH THIS WORLD AS DISEASE FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS, I LOOK INTO MYSELF BUT MY OWN HEART HAS BEEN CHANGED, I CAN'T GO THROUGH THIS. I LOATHE ALL I'VE BECOME. AS ALWAYS, LOVE YOU THE MOST.    debbie


from debbie in nashville. july 30th,2012 monday night 8;29. HELLO MY LOVE. THINGS ARE GETTING HOT IN THE JACKSON CAMP.  WHEN WILL IT EVER DIE DOWN? WHY CAN'T THEY JUST ALL TRY AND GET ALONG AND FORGET ABOUT THE MONEY. GREED! THEY CAN NEVER GET ENOUGH MONEY SO NOW THEY WANT TO GET YOURS AND YOUR KIDS. KARMA WILL BITE THEM IN THEIR ASS, YOU CAN BET ON THAT. THEY ARE ONLY THINKING ABOUT THEIRSELVES. WELL, I WILL LEAVE THAT ALONE. I AM MORE WORRIED ABOUT YOU AND YOUR KIDS. I AM SENDING YOU SOMETHING. HOPE YOU LIKE IT. AS ALWAYS, LOVE YOU THE MOST.   BOUND AT EVERY LIMB BY MY SHACKLES OF FEAR, SEALED WITH LIES THROUGH SO MANY TEARS, LOST FROM WITHIN AND PERSUING THE END, I FIGHT FOR THE CHANCE TO BE LIED TO AGAIN, YOU'LL NEVER BE STRONG ENOUGH, YOU'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH, YOU WERE NEVER CONCIEVED IN LOVE, YOU WILL NOT RISE ABOVE, THEY'LL NEVER SEE, I'LL NEVER BE, I'LL STRUGLE ON AND ON TO FEED THIS HUNGER, BURNING DEEP INSIDE OF ME, BUT THROUGH MY TEARS BREAKS A BLINDING LIGHT, BIRTHING A DAWN TO THIS ENDLESS NIGHT, ARMS OUTSTRETCHED, AWAITING FOR AN OPEN EMBRACE, UPON A BLEEDING TREE, REST IN ME AND I'LL COMFORT YOU, I HAVE CRIED, AND DIED FOR YOU, ABIDE IN ME, AND I VOW TO YOU, I WILL NEVER FORSAKE YOU.    debbie



"Dear Michael,
    I may sound dumb but if you could read this I want you to know that I have always wanted to be your friend. I wish you were alive. Last night I found a stuffed animal. I pretend I was a fan and the animal was you. I ran up on stage and I hugged you and whispered in your ear ''Michael I don't know if you can hear me, But I have always wanted to just be friends with you. Not a screaming fan or a stalker. Just a friend. And be able to hang out with you. And I know the security is about to come get me and take me away. But I know I cant be friends with you so I might as well make this a once in a life-time.Good-bye.
                     Sincerly,
                            Adrian."